In the face of the most magical feeling in the world, people
react differently. Some are brave. They know themselves enough to admit it the
minute that it happens. Some freak out. They feel it in their hearts but the
brain can’t process the new feeling. It rejects it. It starts to feel fear
instead and it tends to run. Some need just time to cope. Some just jump. Without
even thinking twice about it. Some are stupid. Some are smart. Some are brave. Some
are afraid. But that’s not what I’m talking about now. It doesn’t matter that. I
read the other day that there are a few ways to say I love you without actually
saying it. And it got me thinking. There are thousands of ways of saying I love
you.
Did you eat? Did you drink enough water? You should listen
to this song. Wanna go to a movie? I made reservations for dinner tonight. Are you
alright? How was your date? Did you take your meds? Do you need help? Want me
to tell you a story? Hold my hand till I fall asleep please? That dress makes
you even more beautiful, if that’s even possible. You should shave. Drive
safely. Talk to me till it gets better. What can I do to take your mind of it? Your
singing is amazing. You playing guitar reminded me of Spain. I can paint these
walls for you. Wait for me at the train station? Close your eyes. Breathe.
Love is in the smallest of things. I saw a great movie a few
days ago in which a girl played love. And she said I’m in everyone and
everything. I’m in your daughter’s eyes and I am in your grief. I am in the bad
and in the good. The world cannot exist without me. And it’s so true. The core
of the world is love. Just open your eyes and your ears. Haha. Just pay
attention to the little sparks. The inside jokes.
I’ll come to the doctor’s with you. I’ll hug you till all
your pieces will fall into place. I will wait for you. I believe in you. You look
tired. You are ugly. You’re a cow. Let me help you. I’ll drive you there. You brought
me flowers! I knew you love chocolate. I made the bed. I washed the dishes. You
inspired me to write. You just made me smile. You should see this movie. Your eyes
are pretty. Bitchyness looks great on you. Sarcasm is my second language too. Just
stop and look at the stars. I can teach you that. I can explain you that. How are
you feeling today? Did I make it better? I am here. I won’t go. Sleep now. You’re
such a baby! Those are some perfect teeth. You’re so far away from subtle. You’re
my soulmate. I woke up when you fell asleep. I felt you needed to hear this. I felt
something’s wrong. Still in pain?
My heart felt something that my brain refused to acknowledge.
And I realized too late that I was saying I love you all along. My favorite way
of saying it without actually saying it is: when are you gonna cut your hair?!
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